a severe headache

(i wrote this when i was 16, just found it, and though i'd post it)

Another shitty night
A bleeding heart night
Eat my heart night
Where's your insight?
You never call
You never write
Perment midnight and you're
Fine
Bleeding heart
Beating heart.
You beat my heart
You
You make my heart beat
I hate you sooooo much
I
I'm never good enough
Not cute enough
Or thin enough
Or 'you" enough.
I've had enough of you!
Silence........
........
That's all I'm greeted with
My cries are sheeted with
Silence.
You unerve me
And disturb me
Make me hate me
The silence claims me.
Wake up
Face that new day
Muddle through day
Think of you day!
Still I hide away
Hey................
YOU!
Break my ceilings!
'Cause I'm reeling
Loosing feeling
Numbness
Dettachment
Abadonment
I'm sick of it!
Just kill me!

I can't tell
The difference between
This sad life and zesty burning hell.
You fell from Earth
Or heaven?
Hatched at a seven eleven?
Your belly must hurt.
You've been slithering through my mind all day.