Wednesday, June 23, 2010

I'm left with this feeling
And I can't lie
You’ve got me believing
You could make my life
If I wrote you a love song
Would you leave your girlfriend?
Didn’t think so.
That’s okay I know.
I’ll leave in the morning
And I won’t pout
Won’t leave my earrings.
This place ain’t for my things.

But I can’t help but wonder
What it’s all about
You made me feel so normal
I was barely half myself
But you said it’s far too late for this
So I said I’m heading out
Said I’m heading out

Met you in a mirror
Said hey you’re just like me
Kissed you on a corner
And I wanted it to be
Painful like a bee sting
Ugly like a rat
Instead I went and fell for you
How fucked up is that?

I’ll dream of a fouton
And I’ll leave the light on
And think of how I’ve grown
And curse every wish bone
Keep fighting the feelings
When I can’t sleep
While I think of sad songs
And smile at board games
To the tune of the night rain

But I can’t help but wonder
What it’s all about
You made me feel so normal
I was barely half myself
But you said it’s far too late for this
So I said I’m heading out
Said I’m heading out

It’s wrong to want to fix you
But I could use some support too
Hey that’s healthy, right?
And if I’m speaking honestly
You make me happy
And I think that’s kind of nice
We could play Nintendo
Or stare out the window
While we analyze life
And hope it’s not a prequel
To another sequel
Of all the other messed up things before that we tried to bring to life.

So I guess that’s the story
I wanna hold you tight
Never tell a white lie
And talk through the nighttime
Less than feeling lonely
I guess I’m just pissed off
That everything that’s meant so much
It just can’t mean enough

But I can’t help but wonder
What it’s all about
You made me feel so normal
I was barely half myself
But you said it's far too late for this
So I said I’m heading out
Said I’m heading out

It seems it's far too late for this
So I guess I'm heading out.

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