Maybe, Killer (maybe not)

There was a time you were my only
When you acted like you owned me
Had a love affair in double time
Our brains were covered up with cheap wine
Chain smoked cigarettes and made a pact
That our love would last a life time

It’s just one more failed signal
Another disaster of a late bill
That we didn’t get because we forget
How it feels to be alone here
You thought that I needed you
But you fucked that one up too
If you wanted to do some damage
You should have got here sooner

Cut the feelings into fine lines
Each row another land mine
With a razorblade you can’t escape
When it hits you like a warm night
And all the evil things you told me
When the nights got fucking lonely
From miles away we cursed our fate
As our screams shook the phone line

You said you're sorry for how you treated me
But that you were glad to leave me
Cause you’re drinking big
And popping pills and loving on the run
And if you weren’t really in this,
You prick, that makes one of us.
So fuck you for pretending
And me for believing it.

You pulled a knife on your new girlfriend
Yea, I hear you’ve completely lost it
Rage and pain and getting laid
Well I’m glad I’m not a part of it
And I need something more to hold me
Than these memories exploding
You’re a bee hive
That ate me alive
Before your venom stung me

I always told the truth
And truth is that I hate you
It’s everything you never wanted
But I don’t care what it’s like to be in your shoes
I’d rather not think about your bad news
Loving games that always beat you
What it means to be a fuck up
And playing girls that get fed up and leave you.